Can somebody listen to my story and give me advice!!!asap?

Honestly...thank God you are going into the military because you need to clean yourself up. It's really messed up what you best friend and boyfriend did but really you all need to get your act together. I quit drinking\ partying like 6-7 months ago because I was really tired of hearing what I did the next day, having regrets about stupid things. I can tell you I've never been happier too - I see the world so much differently, everything is clear. Maybe the military will help you see too that there are better, more positives ways to live.